1. |
Condescension
04:16
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you water me down
you dilute me
do i drown you out?
with my empathy
do i ware you down?
oh i ware me out
i won’t be defined by his apathy
pick me apart like you know me
talk to me like you own me
hope you’re cozy in the lonely
i won’t be defined by his condescension
you don’t deserve my attention
but you’re running around with it
better stop before you trip
do i ware you down?
do i drown us out?
condescensions an ugly look
is that mouth your mother gave you?
steal my bf i don't care
you can clean his dirty underwear
the load of laundry’s all yours
i’ll leave his baggage at your door
clean up his mess
and then you’ll put on your best dress and your party smile
you’re going out tonight, he’s gonna stay awhile
but the baggage is all mine
he’s the only reason why i fall asleep at night
i’m his only mess
in my best dress and my party smile
do i ware you down?
with my sadness
do you love me?
or just our familiarity
is our love a passing causality?
will you become a stranger to me?
do i ware you down?
do i tire you out?
are you sick of me now?
have we grown out of each other?
there’s is still love
but i feel further from you
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2. |
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it’s raining today
i hope you think of me
at the end of the day
you'll have a price to pay
i don’t want revenge
just wish you had spoken to me not them
you dropped me like a ton of bricks
bet i was so heavy
weighing down on your chest
all of things that i would say
Cold Compress
bet i was so heavy with all of my doubts
i was worried that you could live without me
now when i’m sick i take care of myself
and i hold my own hand
and it’s warmer than your hand ever was
cause you were always so cold
yeah it makes me sad that i won’t warm up your hands anymore
but you’ve got someone new for that
and i’ll write and i’ll cry and i’ll sit and i’ll die for you
(or the person i thought i knew)
and i’ll write and i’ll sit and i’ll cry and i’ll watch the cars, i’ll watch the cars
picture you at a gay bar
with your boyfriend and his split ends
i was never one for this city but now i hate her
i was never one to look pretty but now i’m older
you were never one to be vain but know you've moved on
i was always one to feel pain but now i feel numb
i feel numb
but the worst part is that you don’t care
i know it doesn’t matter anymore
but i wish that you knew how much it hurt
i wish you knew how it felt
when you walked away and didn’t turn back
you left me bleeding on the concrete that day
back when you first first said you loved me
but i didn’t yet
you left me bleeding on the concrete baby
where i begged you to love me
but you didn't anymore
bleeding on the concrete baby
bleeding on concrete lately
bleeding in my bed
it seems so much bigger with the absence of you
was i like concrete baby?
just too heavy
were you like concrete baby?
i thought you grounded me
there’s so many things i could say
like you’re not mature, you're not grow up
and it wasn’t a mature kind of love
but it felt like it was
i won’t poke holes in what we were because of how we ended
i know it was love and it was pure
but you weren’t strong enough to hold the weight of us
you weren’t strong enough to look me in my eyes and tell me you’d met a guy
instead you lied
and left me bleeding on the concrete baby
i need a cold compress daily
you left me bleeding like you don't know me
you promised you wouldn't do this
and like a fool i believed you
you said you loved me while you liked him
you said you loved me but you re a liar
and while you’re keeping his bed warm i hope you get cold
the vanity is astounding, a cheater who is drowning
in all the people he trampled
there's no excuse as far as i'm concerned
he's just as to blame with his stupid name
i hope you float away on a River
nothing will stop me from feeling sad
about the love we had
nothing except time
so i'll wait
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3. |
i sit in my pain
02:13
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take me with a sip of water
i’m a bitter sweet pill
take me with a sip of water
i’m kinda hard to swallow
i let my feeling wallow
i sit in my pain
i sit in my pain
watch me wallow
i sit in my pain
i sit in my pain
watch me wallow
take me with a sip of water
i’m a bitter sweet pill
take me with a sip of water
i’m kinda hard to swallow
i let my feeling wallow
i sit in my pain
i sit in my pain
watch me wallow
i sit in my pain
i sit in my pain
watch me wallow
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4. |
dead to me
02:40
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i’m gonna claw out your eyes with my bare hands
you don’t deserve to see
you’re a dead man
you lied and you died right in front of eyes
the person you used to be was just a disguise
i don’t know who you are or where you’re going
but i hope it’s far from me
i hope that you know a mistake is okay
but when it happens twice it’s not a mistake it’s a pattern
it’s your personality, it’s ugly and it’s mean
you’re hurtful and your vanity is disgusting
you’re cockroach in a cup
and i don’t know what do with you
i could throw you outside
but i might just have to kill you with bottom of my dad shoe
he’s a rat in the ground, i hope that’s he found and killed by a mean human
rat poison isn’t enough for the shit you’ve done
maybe you’ll drown in a River
i hate Rivers now they’re so shallow
there’s no depth there’s just murky water
tell me when you look at him do you see your reflection?
sorry i tried better you as person
sorry i wanted you to grow
i hope you know that you’re dead to me
not that you care (sadly you're dead to me)
but your dead to me
you’re dead to me
dead
if i still see you walking around
i’m gonna shoot you down
with a mean cold stare
i hope you pee in your underwear
i you’re fucking scared
fuck you Kaden
you’re fucking dead to me
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5. |
oh the tension
04:15
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Condescension, apprehension, oh the tension
shamelessly flirt with me
i don’t have a boyfriend anymore
wide eyed, sleep deprived, looks they lie
i don’t have a boyfriend anymore
let’s do all the things i couldn’t before
getting over him isn’t gonna be pure
getting over him isn’t gonna be pure
you in that suit with your hair down
tell me all the things we can’t say out loud
you in that suit with your hair down
tell me when you gonna come around
cause i miss the feeling of being wanted
he left me feeling so haunted in my own skin
like i am worth nothing
i miss the feeling of being needed
he left me pleading on the ground
guess i know what i’m worth now
you left me to clean up your mess
you’ve got somebody else to impress
you’ve got somebody to destress
you’ve got somebody else
i guess i’ll find somebody else to impress
i’ll find somebody else to undress
i’ll find somebody else
crumpled me like paper, spat on me like the ground
threw me in the dirt but i’m picking my head up now
i were you i’d watch out
i didn’t eat for a week but i’m hungry now
didn’t have to stab me and leave me out bleeding
with vultures circling all around
wide eyed sleep deprived people they lie
wide eye sleep deprived you you lie
wide eyed sleep deprived people they lie
wide eye sleep deprived you you lie
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6. |
Object of your desire
03:51
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hold me down so i don’t have to lift the weight of myself
gag me so i don’t have to speak
choke me so i don’t have to breathe
fuck me so i don’t have to be - me
i can be the object of your desire
i’m not a drug but i’ll take you higher
i can be the object of your desires
tire me out so i can sleep
i'll do my laundry and clean my sheets
let your mind be consumed by me
get a little obsessed and we’ll watch it fade
i’ll wear your chain
and you’ll call me babe
i can be the object of your desire
no we don’t have to fuck
i’ll be a fire on forest floor
and you’ll be a passerbyer
watching me burn
i'll be object your desire
tie me up so i don’t have to move my limbs
blindfold me so i don’t have to see
oh everything seems so bleak
but it’s not when you’re around
oh everything seems so shit
but with you it’s all profound
i’m gonna find my own happiness in time
i’m gonna find my own reasons to survive
but right now won’t you come around and hold me as the sun goes down
i’ll wait a year i suppose
if i’m still here, my bed is all yours my dear
hold me down so i don’t have to lift the weight of myself
gag me so i don’t have to speak
choke me so i don’t have to breathe
fuck me so i don’t have to be - me
i can be the object your desire
the object of your desire
i could be the object of your desire
i can be your object
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7. |
call it suicide
08:20
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you look scared and you should be
you treated me so nasty
you treated me like i was nothing
but now you’re the one whose running
so run fast and run far
go clean your dirty heart
run away from me
you're scared and you should be
i hope drown
i hope drown
i hope you forget how to breathe
hope you get stung by all the bees
i hope that it ends nasty
i hope that you feel cold
i hope that you get old and mean
i hope you get old and regret what you did to me
you’re scared of me and you should be
you and your boyfriend are so ugly
built on my bones and bruises
you're built on my loss and looses
built on the shit that broke me
you’re built on my heart
you’re built on my heart
you stomped on it till it fell apart
could of done without this tonight
i’m living on the edge of a knife
and it could slice me when ever it wants
i’m living in a room of haunts
i’m living in the shadow of my own loss
i am shaking from the inside
my lungs are filled with ice
i’m shaking from the inside
my bones are rattling
my rib cage is tightening in the cvs fluorescent lighting
saw you run away in to the night
if i had a knife i’d of stabbed you
if you had a heart you’d feel bad
if i could breathe i would yell at you
if i could breathe i'd of told you
to fucking die
to fucking leave
to end your life completely
to fucking leave
to fucking die
i close my eyes are you’re not there anymore
i close my eyes but i’m still here
i close my eyes
you can drive your car of the bridge and drown
you can drive your car off the bridge and fucking die
you can drive your car off the bridge
call it suicide
call it suicide
i wouldn’t wish that upon anyone
especially not someone i used to love
call it suicide
the death of you and i
call it suicide
next time i’ll be braver
i won’t hide
you little coward
you little boy
you little bitch
i hope that you drown in the mess you made
i hope you drown in his stupid name
i hope you drown
you both deserve each other
ugly fucking lovers
know when i picture you
i picture everything around you dying
i picture everything turning black and grey when you touch it fades
i haven’t shed a single tear since the last time i cried
i haven’t shed a single tear, no more wasted on you
you exist in a cloud of hurt
you exist in sucker punch of a storm
you’re a big baby who will never learn
you’re a piece of shit and i hope you burn
and i know you’re always cold and i hope you get colder
how do u sleep at night?
in his arms i suspect
how do u sleep at night?
kissing his neck
oh i’ll punch you less crooked
it might bruise and be a little bloody
but it’s worth it to fix your ugly
it’s worth it to feel a little better
oh she’d kill you if i let her
oh she’d kill you if i let her
the girl i used to be and the girl i am are fading in and out
am i’m kind and devout but then i’ll kill you
i’m in drought i’m in some kind of storm
you fucking liar, you fucking fool
you lost the thing that was real to you
all i lost was a liar
so in reality i gained the truth
all i lost was liar
all i lost was you
i’m gonna be loud
i’m gonna get in your way
i’m gonna pull out the knife
i’ve been hiding behind the hurt
i’ll picture your death
till i can handle that fact you’re still alive
i’ll picture you dying
till i can get over all his lying
the minute you left
you started to look like someone i’ve never met
i’ll picture your death
till i can handle that fact you’re still alive
i’ll picture your death
call it suicide
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8. |
codependency
03:45
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i do my morning routine in the afternoon
i daydream about fucking you
i bought myself flowers today
i can feel the pain starting to fade
i’m not who i was yesterday
i’m not who i’ll be tomorrow
fuck him and his codependency
fuck my codependency he's given to me
fuck me and my tendency to fall too fast
fuck the tendency for things not to last
i made myself dinner
i can feel myself getting thinner
i thought he was everything
turns out he was just all of my time
fuck him and his codependency
fuck my codependency he's given to me
fuck me and my tendency to fall too fast
fuck the tendency for things not to last
well i used to be young and in love
now i just young
well i used to be committed
but now i kiss girls for fun
well i used to hate myself
but now i'm learning to love
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9. |
iron count is down
05:46
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i’m feeling worn out
i’m feeling out worn
i’m feeling just a little bit bored
must you act the way you do?
oh the things that i could say to you
why is everyone always looking for love?
can’t we just be 2 people
in the same space in the same moment
in the same space in the same moment
why does everybody always want more
when i don’t have much to give
why does everyone want more
when i don’t have anything
why does everybody want more than i can give?
why’re you always looking for love?
why’re you always looking for love?
the hopeless romantic in me is gone
that’s a lie cause i
look into your eyes like i always have
look into your eyes and i want you bad
look into your eyes like i always have
oh i look at you like we could be more
why i’m always lookin for love with you
that’s not something i usually do
why’re we always looking for love?
why’re we always looking for love?
i’m barley back to life
i’ve been free bleeding for a month now
yeah my iron count is down
i only started eating a week ago
i haven’t stopped bleeding just so you know
i pulled my self apart at the seams to make room for you
gave you a home and bed, my happiness
i gave you all of me but that wasn’t enough
you had to go and fuck me up
didn’t ask for much just your honesty
and you couldn’t even give that to me
fuck you and your fucking apathy
fuck you and the shit you’ve done to me
fuck you
yeah my iron count is down
but if you see me i’d watch out
cause i’m stronger now
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10. |
Second guess me
05:27
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second guess me, i’ll be your maybe
turn me on to turn me down
start a fire to stomp it out
i'm sinking into the sofa
i'm drinking to get sober
won't you hold me like you hold her
oh you know me better than them
you move like a flame
i’m smoking your name
i'm a moth to your flame
if i get too close i’ll burn
if i get too close i’ll learn my lesson
i'm sinking into the sofa
i'm drinking to get sober
won't you hold me like you hold her
oh you know me better than them
mary janes and birthday cakes
hold me i’m wide awake
kiss me slowly i’m a good fake
give me the attention i crave
attention i crave
attention i crave
second guess me i'll be your maybe
love then leave me
hurt then heal me
dirty then clean me
you're aroused by my innocence think and then reflect
oh i'm sinking into the sofa
i'm drinking to get sober
won't you hold me like you hold her
oh i know you better than them
i'll pick myself up
dust my joints and push my bruises
i'll check for loose teeth after gettin punched bloody
maybe the tooth fairy will give me money
oh i'm sinking into closure
i no longer know her
the girl i was with you, the girl i was with you
i'm sinking into closure
i am clean and sober
i don't need you or her
i've got mary janes and birthday cake
jeans that fit and friends that make life better
(oh i'm sinking into the sofa
i'm drinking to get sober
won't you hold me like you hold her)
i've got Elly and the tele
god help the girl on dvd
a cup of tea and an arts degree
(oh i'm sinking into closure
you're drowning
i don't know who you are and i don't want to anymore)
i wonder if he knows
he's who i adore
i wonder if he knows
i bet his girlfriend does
i think his girlfriend knows
i'm sinking into the sofa
i'm drinking to get sober
won't you hold me like you hold her
tell your girlfriend that we're just friends
tell your girlfriend that we're just friends
maybe she'll let me see you on the weekend
tell your girlfriend that we're just friends
tell your boyfriend that he can fuck off
i'll tell my good friends that i love them
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11. |
50 cent ring
02:36
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buy 50 cent ring it’ll will turn your fingers green
love a liar it will turn you mean
she’s caught between
who she is and who she wants to be
get up and get dressed
forget about what he did
forget about what she said
get up and get dressed
almost called him by your name
my mouth was filled with sour taste
lovers spit in the name of heartbreak
lovers spit for salivas sake
almost called him by your name
i’ve got to rewire my brain
he’s no longer everything
he’s no longer everything
he’s no longer everything
he’s no longer everything
11:34 i don’t love you anymore
i’m gonna start a garden
and you bet your ass i’ll grow
it doesn’t hurt like it did
but it still stings though
i'm a bag of bones with no where to call home
buy 50 cent ring it’ll will turn your fingers green
love a liar it will turn you mean
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12. |
american mouth
04:13
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dog bites hard signs in your neighborhoods yard
white picket fence, rules, and prom dresses
your perfect daughter
the pigs are home from slaughter
not my hometown
i’m not even from around here
not my hometown
shut your american mouth
i will not grow old here
i will not waste youth and years
i will not die on this american ground
i’m not even from around here
you are too young and tired
you are too devoured
by american mouths
not your perfect daughter
not your pig to lead to slaughter
i don’t want to hear one more word out of your american mouth
so sick of the sounds
must you always be this loud?
with your american mouth
kiss me slow with your american mouth
kiss me well with your american mouth
must you always be this loud?
with your american mouth
you are too young and tired
you are too devoured
by american mouths
not your perfect daughter
not your pig to lead to slaughter
i don’t want to hear one more word out of your american mouth
must you always be so loud?
must you always be so proud?
with your american mouth
american mouth
there's never enough music to drown it out
shut your american mouth
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13. |
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you’ve worn me out for the last time
i feel tired now, i feel that i
i want a baby blue guitar
i’ll call her honey and you’ll be far away
and it’ll me sad until the day it doesn’t
i feel that i don’t know how i feel
did i ever though?
i think it’s better if i don’t see you
that way i don’t don’t know what i’m missing
you wonder why i never eat right
you wonder why i never pick your call
i’m happy in the bliss of ignorance
i’m happy in the bliss of ignorance
when it comes to you
when it comes to you
i'd rather not know what i'm missing
i think it’s better if i don’t see you
that way i don’t don’t know what i’m missing
you wonder why i never eat right
you wonder why i look in your eyes
i wonder if i even like guys
you wonder if i am your type
i wonder if i’m gonna be alright
in the bliss of ignorance
don’t know how i feel
did i ever though? did i ever though? did i ever though?
did i ever though? did i ever though?
in the bliss of ignorance
happy in the bliss of ignorance
when it comes to you
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14. |
fade
03:10
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i’ll take a shower as if i’ll feel clean after it
i’ll call and you won’t answer
oh i’m so over it
i’m so over myself
so over my health
i don't want to get better
just forget her and let her fade
in a Mazzy Star kinda way
let me fade
not fade into you
i’ll fade into a different color of blue
but not like the sky no something sadder than that
like the blue of laundromat or the blue of his eyes
i'll fade into your midnight surprise
oh you’ll call and i won’t answer
i’m so over it, i’m so over this
i’m so over it, i’m so over this
i’m so over myself
i don't want to take care of my health
i don’t want to get better
just let her fade
in a Mazzy Star kinda way
just let me fade
in a Mazzy Star kinda way
just let me fade
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15. |
if i could have you
03:28
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i had a dream about you oh what i would give to have you
cough drops and smoking pot oh what i would give to flick him off
love, drugs, and alcohol
i would give it all up
if i could have you
if i could have you
sun on the concrete
take out and hot coffee
growing up and growing into myself
not talking to her cause she’s bad for my health
love, drugs, and alcohol
i would give it all up
if i could have you
if i could have you
i'll slip into goodbye its easier when i can see you
what am i supposed to do?
its always sugar, salt, salt with you
its always sugar, salt, salt with you
its always sugar, salt, salt with you
i’m an angel in the snow
i feel my prettiest in the cold
sugar salt salt
kiss me goodbye i cry cry cry
let me go i hold on tight
won’t you stay for the night?
its always sugar, salt, salt with me
its always sugar, salt, salt with me
its always sugar, salt, salt with you
its always sugar, salt, salt with you
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16. |
could only dream of
05:02
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i wrote it down so i wouldn’t forget
you held me close so i wouldn’t leave yet
i’ll let you go and smoke a cigarette
i'll make decisions that i’ll grow to regret
but you’re in love
sweet sweet love
something that i could only dream of
and you'll still call even though i don’t answer
and i’ll waltz with you even though i’m not a dancer
you’ll watch me fall you know i’m a chancer
for your love
your sweet sweet love
something that i could only dream of
sweet sweet love i could only dream of
i wear a watch to bed now
your existence in my world makes me a better girl
and i’ll scroll through but no one’s u
i’ll have a bite or 2
but i
i feel pretty when i don’t eat
pretty in the back seat
pretty for you
i feel better when we stay in
i’ll drink all of your gin
tipsy for you
anything for you
pretty for you
i'll go back to the bus and you'll go back to her
yeah i'll go back to the bus and you'll go back to her
back to her
i feel pretty in your bed
giving you head
pretty for you
i feel pretty in the sunlight
i’ll drink all of your wine
drunk for you
i feel better when i eat food
i'll take some nudes just for you
always for you
anything for you
i feel pretty next to you
i feel pretty next to you
i'll write it down so won't forget
you held me close and no i don't regret
i'll sit and wonder when i'll see you again.
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17. |
he hasn't called
05:33
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warm sun in the cold wind
i feel my fingers sinking in to my skin
i’m hurting at the highest point in Scotland
yet i still think of him
and it doesn't feel as cold as it was
and i don't think you could call it love
you've got a girlfriend is that why you're not calling
you said that you cared so why weren’t you there?
how come you haven’t called ?
how come you haven’t called ?
you haven’t called
and i'll let the waves wash over me
hey baby there'll be other fish in the sea
but we've got something don't we, don't we
the last time i was wearing this dress
it ended up on the floor in a crumpled mess
i haven't worn it since, we got all dressed up just to stay in
and you don't call like you used to and i'll fall like i always do
and you'll comeback around in a month or two
and I write about you till my fingers turn blue
i’ll write about you till my fingers turn blue
but how come you haven’t called ?
how come you haven’t called ?
he hasn't called
there's a lump in my throat on the train headed south
i hear you’re doing well from word of mouth
i'll find something else to day dream about
there's a hole in my head where my brain used to be
there’s a hole in my chest where my heart used to beat
Kaden took it out so cruelly
and Joe brings such sweet relief, such sweet relief
i'm sorry if we made a mess of it all
i promise next time i'l answer your call
how come he hasn't called ?
how come he hasn't called ?
you haven't called
there's a hole in my head where my brain used to be
there’s a hole in my chest where my heart used to beat
i don't want to make anymore mistakes
i don't want to make you loose your faith
unfaithful
and you can fix my hair from my jumper
and pretend like you lost my number
and i'll accept and move on i know that what we did was wrong
but how come he hasn't called ?
how come you haven't called ?
you haven't called
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18. |
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i don’t move on
even though your gone
back to the old house again
sleep in your childhood bed
i’ll see you when summer ends
hmm hmm hmm
i don’t really like sex with men
maybe i’m a lesbian
maybe i will be the man
oh i’m a bunny with a watering can
oh i’m a bunny with a watering can
oh you can try me on for size
oh baby you’re just a nice guy
oh you can try me on for size
oh baby you’re just a nice guy
(i know i’m in your top five)
hmm hmm hmm
i’ll never be the girl you want
i’ll never be the girl you love
i’ll never be a girl at all, i’ll never be a girl at all
i don’t want anyone but you
no one else will do
no i don’t want anyone but you
no one else will do
i’ll unfurl myself like a fern to meet your touch
i’ll unfurl myself like a fern to receive your love like the sun
receive your love like the sun
i’ll let the wind blow
i’ll let my stomach fold
maybe i’ll let you go
back to the old house again
back to my notebook and pen
you know that i'll be writing about him
can you tell you me no?
promise i’ll let go
i’m a dog with a bone
can we build a lego home? and play make believe
i know i'll never been what you need
if i close my eyes can you tell me what color they are?
and he made my bed but baby it was his mess
no i don’t want him again
no i don’t want anyone but you
no nobody else will do
i don’t want anyone but you
no nobody else will do
Elliot smith and bandage cuts
Mountain Eerie fall out of love
Star Flyer 59 it’s always been tough
Slowdive you really never knew me enough, you never really tried
Big Star i know that you lied
Mojave 3 you’ve got it out for me
i know love isn't what it's cut out to be
i know she broke me softly
i know my life is art
i know that things fall apart
maybe i’m caught in the casualties
maybe i’m caught in your crossfire
i'll listen to the Cocteau twins and expire
i don’t want anyone but you
no nobody else will do
i don’t want anyone but you
no nobody else will do
back to the old house again
where my parents will ask how you're doing
back to the old house again
the Smiths and make pretend
hey maybe it it'll be us in the end?
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19. |
you and i
02:42
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the summer takes her time
to you bring you back round to mine
it’s always been you and i
that’s a dream i’ll never let die
oh you kill me so sweetly
oh you thrill me so deeply
oh you love just to leave me
you made the other woman out of me
it’s a cold comfort to be near
just out of reach but i can feel you
i’ve been having a hard time
just trying to eat right
i’ve been having a hard time
just trying to sleep at night
i’ve been having a hard time
trying to make up my mind
we don't talk and that’s fine
i’ll read the paper and i’ll drink my coffee
i’ll make conversations with the birds and concrete
and i'll be there if you want me
yeah i'll be here if you want me
strike a match and go for gold
in the flames that's where you hold me
that night we were unholy
strike a match and go for gold
you say your girlfriend wants to get to know me
in the flames that's where you hold me
i know what we did was unholy
i know what we did was unholy
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20. |
breaking my back
03:08
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i’m on a bus breaking my back for your attention
at a party breaking my back for eye contact
breaking my back i’m good at that
feed me the table the scraps
hungry for the attention i lack
across the ocean breaking my back for your attention
in my room breaking my back just to please you
breaking my back i’m good at that
feed me the table the scraps
hungry for the attention i lack
breaking my back and bruising my knees
breaking my back i aim to please
oh breathe in and breathe out
i am kind and devout
hold on let go
i'll move to Glasgow
like the ferns i'll hope and prey
like the church i'll fall into decay
and like the robins i'll sing another day
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21. |
sweet sweet misery
04:05
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sometimes i feel like i could write for hours about him or her or them
i can romanized until the crawbird cries
and i’m back home in my bed
anyways i’m thinking of getting out of here
i’m thinking i’ll buy a pack of beer
he is the summer and always will be
fleeting and lovely but not made to last
burny and hot like ice cream and sunscreen
cracks on a pavement or a bullet in gun
he’s just somebody’s son
oh it’s nice to be somebodies someone
i’ll lean and sway through the chaos of every day
i’ll wear a watch and count the hours till the summer brings the rain
i’ll feel at home in the grey
i’ll feel at home in the sadness
put me in your harness
go on and do it
baby leash me
everybody knows i’d be your dog
i’d be your puppy sitting pretty
waiting for you
waiting for you
i’d be your dog
i’d be your puppy sitting pretty
i’d be your lady if you’d let me
even thought i don’t feel like a girl
i’d be your baby
i’d be your puppy sitting pretty
so go on and do it
baby won’t you leash me
put me out of my sweet sweet misery
get me out of my sweet sweet misery
you keep me in sweet sweet sweet sweet misery
sweet sweet sweet sweet misery
you keep me, you keep keep me misery
in sweet sweet sweet sweet misery
i don't really know where we stand and i can't really stand up
i don't really know where we lie and i can't really lie down
i don't know where you are i just play my guitar
i don't know where you are you're probably with her
i don't know where i am i'm probably in a band
i don't know where you are, you're somewhere in my heart
just do it baby
get me out of my sweet sweet sweet sweet misery
sweet sweet sweet sweet misery
you keep keep you keep keep me misery
you keep me in sweet sweet sweet sweet misery
sweet sweet sweet sweet misery
sweet misery
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22. |
bitter pill
03:19
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you may forget
but i never will
you might think i’m over it
but i’m a bitter pill
i hold on to resentment
like the sky will fall if i let it go
i remember when your hand was the one i’d hold
the only thing that i miss now
is how i used to feel when you were around
i think i’ve grown and changed a lot
you said some things don’t think i forgot
i hold on to what you did wrong
we were in love a year again
now you’ve never seemed so cold
you were everything a year ago
i've thinned out and settled down
i’m hanging around and calmed down
you didn’t have to hurt so hard
you didn’t have to break my heart
you may forget
but i never will
you might think i’m over it
but i’m a bitter pill
i found a friend in myself
i destroyed the shelf i put you on
the only thing i miss now is your mom
the only thing i miss now is your mom
it's been a while now
i'm 21 young and i'm so far fucking out of love, far out
i think that i'm passed anger
i think that i'm passed hunger
the only thing that i miss now
is how i used to feel when you were around
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