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beehive brain
02:40
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if i close my eyes i can still see your outline
if i hold on tight i can still feel your hand in mine
if i fell from the tree i don't believe you'd catch me
if i fell from the stars if i wind up in bars, i don't believe you'd bail me
beehive brain drive me insane
i'll write letters, i'll get better, i'll get better
beehive brain, drive me insane
hanging in the tree, just the moonlight and breeze
kiss me in the tree, it's just you and me
saying oh i'm glad you don't mention the scars
did you know i was in his arms?
hanging in the trees we'll become leaves
blowing in the wind until eventually we'll fall
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cold compress pt 2
03:53
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lit my candle and you watched it fade
i think you burned your fingers on the wax anyways
you got sick of falling right through me
cause i was a little bit thin those days
you got sick of me being in pain and making you feel the same
i’m not saying i’m sorry because wasn’t all my fault
i’m just sorry it’s over and it ended so bad
you know i love you and i always have
but that doesn’t do me any good now
i toss around in my sheets trying to fall asleep somehow
i get up and i get dressed and i go out, i make friends and i get around
but you're not there when i come down
i think i'm finally sick of your side of town
always knew we were built to spill
did you tie me up just for the thrill
of watching me fall and hitting the ground
all in the name of a love so profound
did you lock me out cause i let you down
and reminded you how much you could care and how much you could love
i don't think there's a heaven above, there's clouds and love and endlessly sky
i've got so much living to do before i die
these days i’m eating more and i’m breathing less
these days i’m need of a cold compress
these days i know i need time to feel alright
i'll let go of the idea i could of loved you for a lifetime
i'll tuck self in tonight
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haunted i am
02:41
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well i heard your name today and i lost my appetite
well i heard your name today and suddenly i don’t feel right
dizzy i am, hurt i stand with my feet on the ground
begging to be heard, i’m begging loud
when you dropped my heart tell me did it make a sound
was it piercing did it hurt your ears or did u hear nothing when you disappeared
i’ll never see you again
but my notebook and pen will see your name on occasion
when i’m feeling down i’ll think about you and how we loved and lost
i’ve been over it before
there ain’t no use going over it more
haunted i am
haunted i am
often i am a ghost in the sand
haunted i am
haunted i am
haunted i am, haunted i stand
haunted i am
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hollow orbit
02:34
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you think i’m hollow inside but i’m just filled with places to hide
you don't reserve the right to be so spiteful and mean
he's just sad cause he couldn't have me
i know you would for me to die for you biblically
i know you would love for me to be so sweet and small and maybe even answer your call
i won't be a martyr for you cause love isn't dying
can't you see how hard i've been trying?
and i never met your mother, never met your brothers
never got sweet things that i wanted but i guess it's okay
i'd rather live this way than die in vain
you think i'm hollow inside but it's because you've emptied me out
guts on the concrete blood on the ground
serenity can be found when i leave this town; you're not orbiting me now
and since i don't have "jack shit" to say i guess i'll go run away
sick of listening, sick of trying, sick of fucking dying for you
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ur not a cat in luv
01:43
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did you sleep with someone out of spite?
did you wish i was there holding you tight?
did she fuck you right? did she stay the night
could you sleep alright?
or did guilt keep you up pup
cause you’re not a cat when you’re in love
you’re a dog for puppy love
you’re a hound slobber at the mouth
you bite, you bark, you claw
you’re not a cat you're a dog
i'm as thin as blood
do you still carry my love around, does it weigh you down?
i wake up with pressure on my chest, Elly says i'm just depressed
i should get up and get dressed and do my hair, i'll feel better in my underwear, i'll feel better when i can stare directly in the mirror without being scared.
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the velvet months
03:35
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they ask me how you are, like i would know
i drink hot wine in my car, i’m all alone
i brush my hair through, it’s over grown
i'll cough it up to choke it back down again
i’ll take the ally way because sometimes i don’t like to feel safe
you hurt me cause you loved me now you’re gone
you hurt me cause you loved me that’s wrong
velvet green when you loved me
blue eyes and your company
the velvet months before blush
in my western wears and southern stares
the velvet months before blush
and you were in my dreams again last night
velvet to the touch soft and sweet your love
velvet green the months
velvet green the months
when you loved me like someone that didn’t know well enough
when you loved me like someone that you hadn’t given up
when you loved me like somebody that you would show your mum
when you loved me like somebody that you would spend your life chasing a wife
even if it wasn't right, i'd spend my life chasing the fight, chsing the feeling of velvet love, soft to the touch chasing the feeling chasing you
ahh ahh velvet love
(velvet love)
velvet green when you loved me, blue eyes and your company, like blood you spilled over me
(velvet love)
you and i, we are so sweet; kill me like a casualty, maim me like martyr
(velvet love)
maybe we'll find a peaceful love, maybe we'll let go of the gold we have on each other
cause i love you enough to let you love another
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should of been in love
03:52
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my hearts been shrinking, these days i go out drinking
just hoping i’ll run into you but i never do
you say we should of been in love, i say a part of us always was
i wear my perfume like a drug, one sniff and your mind taken up
my hearts been shrinking
these days i stay in thinking about me and you
my heart grows cold and these arguments get old
what’s the point if it’s not u ?
you paint me the deepest blue and i can’t even recognize you
i drive away and i ignore your call, what’s the point of anything at all
you say we should of been in love, i say a part of us always was
i'll wear my perfume like a drug, one sniff and your mind taken up
these days i don’t learn my lessons, these days i keep from guessing
these days i’ll take my medicine, these days i won’t let you in
you said you’d give me the moon but i’d be happy with just having u
if i gave you the sun would it burn too bright and scare everyone
if i said i’d give u the stars would u resent me for going that far
if u said you’d give me the stars would i resent you for trying that hard
if you gave me the moon i’d probably tell you to give to someone else
keep the stars in the sky and the moon in the night and the sun in the day
i’d don’t need the world to be your girl
my hearts been shrinking, these days i go out drinking
(i can't fall out of love with you, no matter how hard i try to)
my hearts been shrinking, these days i stay in thinking
(i can't fall out of love with you, no matter how hard i try to)
my hearts been shrinking, these days i go out drinking
(i can't fall out of love with you, no matter how hard i try to)
(my hearts been shrinking, these days i stay in thinking)
you say we should of been in love, i say a part of us always was
you say we should of been in love, you say we should of been in love
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not a babydoll
05:11
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always on the lookout, always on your side of town, oh what a let a down i bought new shoes and Elly never looses my love
my mum gave me a hug as i left, i think she knows what i regret
but i don’t think that we were that bad, he said he'd never seen u so mad
but i don’t think that we were that bad, he said he'd never seen u so mad
one of these days i’ll shut up and one of these days i won’t give a fuck
but that day is not today cause i’ve got so much to say
like why did we throw it all away? oh why did we throw it all away?
why did we throw it all away, why did we throw it all away?
i think it’s probably for the best we called it but all i wanna do is call you tonight, won't you just come over we’ll make it alright
tell me all the reasons you care, i'll play with my hair and i'll tell you the whole truth i swear
it’s almost summer, i could of been your lover, but i threw it all away
i threw it all away, i threw it all away
there’s freedom in letting go
i don’t care if i was good to know
i don’t care if i was good at all
i’m not a baby doll
i don’t care if i was good to know
i don’t care if i was good at all
i’m not a baby doll
there’s freedom in letting go
(let him go, let him go)
there’s freedom in letting go
(go let him go, go, let him go)
i don’t really know how to say i love you, but i’ll shut up about it one day
but today is not that day
maybe someday i’ll be able to tell you how i love you
but today is not that day, today is not that day
i lie awake with this look on my face, i've got to let the dream of u and i die
and i’ll sleep in better made beds and i’ll be in better organized heads
and you’ll grow to regret ending this, but today is not that day
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Hi! I’m Abigail. I’m originally from Scotland but i moved to Florida when i was little, i hope you can hear some Scottish influences in my music. Writing songs has become a necessity in my life and i’ve found it’s easier to understand how i feel when i write about it. Anyways i’m French Cinema, give me a listen, if you want :) ... more
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